Currently digging the hell out of these songs

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I ♥ Bethany Cosentino

Besides loving her music, I love that she loves cats, and that she has a cat that's as much of a fat ass as mine. Also, I think she might be a scorpio like me. For some odd reason that makes me happy even though I don't really get astrology. I briefly gushed about her before, but in short, I wish we were best friends.

Hurray for snow!!

And just for the hell of it, a few of my favorite songs that mention snow.

Stuff

I keep meaning to scan all the mix CDs I make, but I always put it off and then I give them away and well, that's that. From now on I'm going to try and scan all of them. This is part of a group of CDs, but I have no idea what to put the other ones in so I guess when I figure it out, I'll post them.







I'm not sure if you can see the August title, but I made it with my super old label maker and a strip of vellum. I really wish they made vellum Dymo tape cause I had to use glue to paste it and it looks kind of weird.







Lately I'm obsessed with printing crap on vellum. I think I am in love with vellum.

It took me awhile to get here so I hope you can forgive me

I know I didn't visit you guys in years, but you know it was only because I couldn't. When it wasn't because of school, there just wasn't enough money or someone had to stay behind to make sure your son didn't burn the house down. Looking back it all seems pretty stupid. I have all the damn time in the world now but it's kind of too late. When you died, my mom wanted me to go in her place to bury you, but I figured that your daughter deserved to be there more than I did. When you left, grandma really missed you. It's weird especially since all you two ever did was fight. Probably because you were senile. I bet she missed you up until she died. I'm directing this to both of you and I don't really need to call you by your names because I'm sure you get it. I don't even know what I believe in or if you're gone forever or floating around somewhere, but I just want to say that I'm sorry that I barely cried and just continued to be the same stoic jerk I always try to be. Thank you for buying me pet goats when I was little even though I was a thousand or so miles away. Thanks for making that soup every damn day when I came to visit that one October. Thanks for always treating me like I was the prettiest, smartest, and most interesting girl in the world. I would have typed this out in Spanish, but my spelling in Spanish is pretty shitty. If Sara is pissed off that I didn't mention her just remind her that I'm not really ready to accept that she's not around yet. Maybe in another 500 years.






If you weren't the kind of man that gets drunk at 3 a.m. and plays your violin so loud that the neighbors start swearing, I probably would be a pretty boring person. If you weren't the kind of woman that was crazy enough to chase someone down with a gun when they pissed you off, even if it was just to scare them, I'd probably be a giant wimp. Wherever you guys are, I just want you to know that I'm a total asshole, but I still miss you both like crazy.